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Sat Nov 7, 2009, 3:44 PM
I kissed the guy I've been madly in love with for three years. On the cheek. First person... in the entire world... I've ever kissed.
Is that a good thing? Because I feel terrible about it.
Been crying for DAYS.
Not about the kiss.
But maybe him in general?
I'm not sure why I'm crying so much actually...
Haven't seen him since last school year.
I feel horrible.
I could really use a hug.
And he won't talk to me.
That's just how he is, not that he's mad.
I just hope he's not mad.
Sad face.
Very... very sad face.

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  • Eating: depression
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:iconastrorip:
I think this is just nervousness, if you like the guy you should talk to him, he deserves that right?

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Are YOU stalking me?
cause that would be Super.
:iconmaskerades:
Aww Astro ):
I do talk to him. HE'S the one who refuses to talk to ME. In person he's fine... But like texting and stuff? I get one word out of him and that's it.

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:damphyr::orange:
:bulletred::bulletorange::bulletyellow::bulletgreen::bulletblue::bulletpurple:I support Sku00. :la:
:iconastrorip:
ah, classic quiet kid, I see where you run into a problem =(
ether that or he's shy. He'll come around I'm sure.

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Are YOU stalking me?
cause that would be Super.
:iconxxzzozonexx:
i'm sorry girl. =C
that those things can happen.

maybe he just shy.

i hope things get better DX>

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atheist cat ate your cookies but she is not sorry bc morality is a human invention
:iconmaskerades:
Should I keep trying talking to him? Ask if he's mad or something? D:

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:damphyr::orange:
:bulletred::bulletorange::bulletyellow::bulletgreen::bulletblue::bulletpurple:I support Sku00. :la:
:iconastrorip:
well... an honest question like that couldn't hurt the situation, could it?

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Are YOU stalking me?
cause that would be Super.
:icondumbledoregurl25:
Men can be very hurtful sometimes.

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"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
- Albert Camus
:iconmaskerades:
It's not that he's hurting me... It's just, I'm worried if I hurt him in a way.

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:damphyr::orange:
:bulletred::bulletorange::bulletyellow::bulletgreen::bulletblue::bulletpurple:I support Sku00. :la:
:icondumbledoregurl25:
You should talk to him.

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"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
- Albert Camus

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