I kissed the guy I've been madly in love with for three years. On the cheek. First person... in the entire world... I've ever kissed.
Is that a good thing? Because I feel terrible about it.
Been crying for DAYS.
Not about the kiss.
But maybe him in general?
I'm not sure why I'm crying so much actually...
Haven't seen him since last school year.
I feel horrible.
I could really use a hug.
And he won't talk to me.
That's just how he is, not that he's mad.
I just hope he's not mad.
Sad face.
Very... very sad face.